sometimes.

Sometimes someone comes through your life, and touches your heart and soul in such a profound way...you can't let them go.

Sometimes there is no way to explain how someone makes you feel.

Sometimes there's no label you can give a certain relationship.

Sometimes someone could make you feel better with just one look.

Sometimes you find someone who makes you feel like a better person.

Sometimes someone could be the easiest and hardest part of your life.

Sometimes you don't have all the answers.

Sometimes you just have to let life play.

So that's what I'm doing.

I'm letting life play.

right and wrong.

Right and wrong.

2+2=4.

Right.

4+1=6.

Wrong.

There always seems to be a right and wrong answer.

Until there isn't.

Sometimes, there isn't a right or wrong answer. Sometimes, it's not black and white. Sometimes, the easiest choice isn't right, and the right choice isn't easy. Sometimes, there's this horrible, uncomfortable grey area...where both choices kind of stink. Both choices hurt. Both choices will break someone's heart.

All you can do is try the hardest to make the best choice for yourself. For those involved. For the future. And for the present.

All you can do, is know you tried your hardest to make the best choices given the grey circumstances.

It's not always about right and wrong.

It just needs to be about what's best.

8.

8. I will always, always, always

be here. 

Always.

Even when no one else is. 

7.

7. Don't ever wonder if you're ''worth it''. 

You are.

Always.

6.

6. Don't ever regret the relationships that broke your heart, 

they made you exactly who you are today

and they probably taught you something important.

5.

5. Always say what you're thinking in that very moment,

because once the chance passes you by,

it's gone forever.

still here.

I'm still.

Still moving on.

Still sad somedays.

Still happy others.

Still processing.

Still regretting.

Still understanding.

Still wondering.

Still contracting.

Still baking a baby.

Still here.

Still okay.