thanksgiving.

"Give thanks to the LORD, 

for He is good; 

His love endures forever."

Psalm 107:1

Happy Thanksgiving. 

sad.

Right now, I'm sad.

I'm sad that some things are up in the air.

I'm sad I may be facing doing this alone again.

I'm sad that there's so many unknowns.

I'm sad that my heart may be getting broken.

I'm sad I can't sit here and spill out every single thing I think.

I'm sad that I will be judged.

I'm sad that I care about that at all.

I'm sad my children will have different lives from other children.

I'm sad.

Mommys are hardly ever allowed to be sad.

So today, I'm going to be sad.

Maybe even tomorrow too.

And eventually, I'll stop being sad, and I'll be okay.

But right now, I'm sad.

I want some....

*yes, out of a can*

mmmmmm....

pregnancy dreams.

One of the craziest issues I have with pregnancy is the dreams. I have the strangest, most over the top dreams, on a nightly basis.

Last night I dreamed I hired Mary Poppins as my nanny, for my 5 children. She made us all sing "A Spoon Full of Sugar" and do the dance too.

Hmmm....