13.

13. I will hug you in front of your friends, 

stalk you on dates, (...consider lesson 11...)

and tell you lots of things you can't do. 

You'll be mad, but it's only because

I love you.

from the letter.

"There are still moments

when you take my

breath away and I get 
a lump in my throat."

12.

12. The person who is

worth it will never

make you choose.

11.

11. You are never 

allowed to date. 

We can reconsider this rule

when you are approaching fifty.

song obsessed.

Current song obsessions:

Script: For The First Time.



Maroon 5: Never Gonna Leave This Bed



Red Jumpsuit Apparatus: Your Guardian Angel
(Old song that my friend Tess got me into again.)



Javier Colon: Stitch by Stitch
(He's the winner of The Voice.)



Vicci Martinez: Afraid to Sleep
(She's a finalist from The Voice.)



Journey: Don't Stop Believing
(Classic. That I enjoy driving around singing at the top of my lungs. Not pretty.)



Katy Perry: e.t.



Could this list be any more random...haha.

happy fourth.

 

Hope you have a fun and safe holiday. :)

tweet, tweet.

I got a new Twitter account.

It's still private, so you'll have to request me :)

@FlavorBlueMama

Add me!

Let's tweet.

fix you.

Tears stream down on your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down on your face

And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

I have a habit of playing songs on repeat when I'm really into them.

And right now, I'm really, really, into this song.

Why do I love it so much?

This line says it best: When you're too in love to let it go.

<3

blue isn't a flavor.

Okay, I know technically blue isn't a flavor.

But, it kind of is. ;)

I mean, slurpees and slushies are definitely blue flavored. So are airheads, and other yummy candies.

But.

Moving on....

The Flavor Blue is kind of two sided for me. 

It explains my life perfectly! As the mama of two boys, I definitely have a life full of the flavor blue. And a whole lot of blue at that.

But, it's more than that. 

It's something that genuinely makes me smile when I think about it. It's kind of an inside joke with someone insanely important to me. But it's become so much more to me than that. It represents something so much more than a "yes it is" "no it isn't" battle. It represents someone.

Either way you look at the flavor blue, it's a huge part of my life...now and forever.

So whether you believe blue is a flavor or not...

Welcome to The Flavor Blue.

Hold on, it's kind of a crazy ride.

But I wouldn't change any of it.

yay!

I'm back to regular blogging. :)

With a new pretty blog.

Big shoutout to Mama in Motion for helping me out so much.

There will be a post about the name I chose for this blog and why.

But for now, welcome to The Flavor Blue. :D

happy fathers day.

Happy Father's Day

to all the Daddies out there.

And to all the Mamas who

are Mama and Daddy everyday.

10.

10. A relationship doesn't 

need to fit into a certain

category to mean something.

number nine.

I really like these little lessons for my boys. And even more, I like when I think of one I could apply to my everyday life. The lessons were  meant to teach the boys something, but in reality, they're kind of teaching me something too.

All of them hold a special place in my heart. Every one.

But number nine is important.

"People will always remember how you made them feel."

That's true.

Amongst the bad, amongst the not so great, amongst the sad, amongst the happy.

People will always remember how you made them feel inside.

How you made them feel when you tried to right your wrongs.

How you made them feel when you put them first.

How you made them feel when you said some not so nice stuff.

People will never forget the way you made them feel.

That feeling.

Deep inside.

The one you can't let go of.

The one I can't let go of.

I'll never forget it.

9.

9. It's not always about what someone does, good or bad.

It's about how they make you feel. 

People will always remember the way you make them feel. 

sometimes.

Sometimes someone comes through your life, and touches your heart and soul in such a profound way...you can't let them go.

Sometimes there is no way to explain how someone makes you feel.

Sometimes there's no label you can give a certain relationship.

Sometimes someone could make you feel better with just one look.

Sometimes you find someone who makes you feel like a better person.

Sometimes someone could be the easiest and hardest part of your life.

Sometimes you don't have all the answers.

Sometimes you just have to let life play.

So that's what I'm doing.

I'm letting life play.

right and wrong.

Right and wrong.

2+2=4.

Right.

4+1=6.

Wrong.

There always seems to be a right and wrong answer.

Until there isn't.

Sometimes, there isn't a right or wrong answer. Sometimes, it's not black and white. Sometimes, the easiest choice isn't right, and the right choice isn't easy. Sometimes, there's this horrible, uncomfortable grey area...where both choices kind of stink. Both choices hurt. Both choices will break someone's heart.

All you can do is try the hardest to make the best choice for yourself. For those involved. For the future. And for the present.

All you can do, is know you tried your hardest to make the best choices given the grey circumstances.

It's not always about right and wrong.

It just needs to be about what's best.

8.

8. I will always, always, always

be here. 

Always.

Even when no one else is. 

7.

7. Don't ever wonder if you're ''worth it''. 

You are.

Always.

6.

6. Don't ever regret the relationships that broke your heart, 

they made you exactly who you are today

and they probably taught you something important.

5.

5. Always say what you're thinking in that very moment,

because once the chance passes you by,

it's gone forever.