I feel like I failed.
But I know deep inside I really didn't.
I feel like I was supposed to forgive him.
But I know can't.
I feel like maybe I could have forgiven him if it was just once.
But it really wasn't.
I feel scared that I'm doing this all alone again.
But I think I'm okay with that.
I feel worried about what people will say and think.
But that's the last thing I should be concerned about.
I feel like this is the best choice for myself and my children.
But it doesn't make it any less difficult.
I feel like this is my fault.
But I know inside of me it isn't.
I feel like I was supposed to stick it out with him and make it work.
But I know I am worth so much more than that.
I feel like me and my boys going to be okay.
No more 'buts'.